Who am I?

Who am i? I really dunno.
A girl which is stuborn? Yes i am.
A girl which is stupid? I admit.
A girl which is smart and clever? Suddenly the answer is NO!
If im really so that smart, i wont let myself drop into a huge tunnel that until now i cannot climb out. If im really so clever, i wont punish myself by not accept any people now.
Who can i blame? No one.

Crying in a day have hurt my eyes a lot... But the eye drop wont stop. And i cant help it. Sometime i think im really stupid. Hoping for someone that dont have any ending. Is kinda stupid. Thinking of him make my heart feel very pain, such as bleeding... Cause a lot of pain... And until now there is no one that can heal me up... May be this scar will heal automaticaly, but it needs time, 10 year, 20 years or even 50 years... I will wait for the scar to heal then i can start my new journey, new love story...

MAY BE.......